i am seriously underweight and i’ve lost my period and i’m sure my heart is doing things it isn’t meant to be doing i have bruises everywhere that never fade and my head pounds all the time i don’t remember the last time i stood up without having to hold onto something to steady myself and i don’t know when i last felt actually alive and energetic and capable of dealing with whatever comes at me
when i let myself think about it i get scared
i have no idea what i should do






